"Ask My Self"

I have to ask myself
Am I doin this for me
Am I wasting my time
Did I think this out clearly
(Chrystal)
Why me
Have I done something wrong
What is my destiny
Have I lost sight on what's goin on
Why does this keep haunting me
Why are they frustrating me
Am I the same as everyone else
(no no can't be)
Have I changed so drastically
Is this nightmare ever going away
Am I not seein the big picture
Have I missed another muthafuckin memo??
Why can't people accept me for who I am
Just dig this uniquelyfferent Chik
Why can't you see I am a beautiful something
Worth while, that I am
Typa chick
Or maybe...
Is it me?
Am I not the same
Am I demonically possessed
Or have these people have heavenly high expectations
For a girl
Who can, what's the word?
Just give her best
Something second less
Makes no sense
Well then maybe the question should be:
Who is LéSans LéRue?
Ah, that's the great puzzle—