Bunny's Confessions #12

"What Ifs"


I've always worried about the what ifs in life. I never really felt I needed a reason to and assumed everyone else did the same. But I learned around that short transition from high school to college that a lot people refuse to consider the what ifs.

I do consider them and even if at the time it's not the correct what if. I'm glad I took time out to look it over and know a possible plausible reason just in case. There are times when I know I should've said what if but I was so caught up in the moment I didn't and that jeopardized a lot of things for me. One good example was I always thought I would get married and be a mother. However that never happened because I never considered the possible and truthful what if of the future and other people who were likely to be involved. No one could've told me back when I was a mere 15 that I would still be single at 26 with no kids and a total bum at that lol.

Like I said we don't always consider the what ifs like we should when we're suppose to.


Now I try to do so as often as I can. I don't want to be caught off guard like when my dad died and I got put out of college. Even though some people may find it to be a strenuous task and silly. I find it more worth while. Plus it also helps when building up expectation, in case of failure at least you thought about it or even pondered it for a short moment a while ago.

I can't help and I will always ask what if. Hell, I even ask what's in it for me too! I want to know what happens if I do something for someone will I get the same thing in return or a reward of some sort. If not you know I'm not interested (・Д・)ノ.



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