25DOB | Day 7

"A Princess Dream"

I've always been a dreamer. I would daydream about fantastical places and far off lands no one knew about or dared to think of. I'd get so caught up and lost in fantasy that the real world didnt matter. However I couldn't say the same about the dreams and nightmares I would have at night.

Ever since I could remember, I would always dream something and it felt so real that it was beyond surreal and scary. It would feel like a total déjà vu moment. Not just one like OH HEY I REMEMBER THAT OR I KNEW I DID THIS BEFORE. But more like a déjà vu yet to happen. Or if it did happen, I personally assumed it was a past life memory.

When I was kid it used to scare me and be strange. Who wants to dream about what was yet to come?? No one to be honest. Sleep and night time was meant for Serenity. Not chaos, confusions and fear lol. As I got older I would have dreams of different things yet to be done. And make note of them when they would happen. Then it got to a point I would dream about someone close to me whom I would see the next day. I knew exactly where I would see them and what time of day. 


Then of course it would turn into other strange things and themes. And now that I think back on it I suppose it was more of a hint or giving me a heads up and at the time I refuse to take heed. I remember when my mom got sick and one of the times she had to go into the hospital. I had a dream about the whole ordeal the night before and when it came true I was total wreak that Saturday. It seems after that one the dreams became more and more realistic. Some things that would happen I would feel that déjà vu nostalgia and make mental note. I remember having a dream in high school about being in college. Turns out it was a class from my sophomore year. I guess in another sense that why I love the story about Joseph and his dream coat. Deciphering dreams to mean something is one thing but when you get the answer head on and life plays out that same exact way—it can be frightening at first. However later on it can bring some comfort.

I guess in one way it is an inherited trait lol. My mom would have creepy dreams like I do. However hers were more twisted in a way. She would dream of people and knew when their death was. She told my dad when his grandmother, father, uncle and a few other died. Which would always trip him out. He didn't like strange things like that lol. Even when one of my cousins died when I was a kid, the family ask her had se had a dream about it. But it's been awhile since she had a dream like that. Now she only seem to dreams of crazy things and having conversations with my dad. I dream about him too. But it's never all rainbowy and happy like hers is. It's either full of torment, sadness or a mind game of some sort. The other night I had a dream about him and he told me it was important to meet this guy. A guy whom I can't recall his last name just that is name was Mark. An older gentleman, probably my dad's age. But it seemed I was more focused on what he was writing in this notebook. I guess I couldn't help and reminisce his hand writing. Then his long fingernails and large hands. But he looks way too real to touch. And all he kept saying it was important to meet this guy. I dunno. All the dreams that include him are looney and full of torment lol.

I did have this one dream a couple months ago about this world Apocalypse and it was sorta scary but exciting in a way. But I can also be wrong, so we won't play too much into it lol. There was another dream I had around the same time I considered turning into a story. Hmm. I already did a few of them. One happens to be over 500 pages long—handwritten in pencil, front and back.
Irregardless of its strangeness and unusual rarity. I like it, it keeps my mind open to that fantasy world I Once lived in as a child. And it helps with my creativity. I may ponder things differently and come up with a strange solution to anything that comes my way. But I'm happy. I always think when something doesn't go right what would happen if this or what would happened if that?? 

One thing I've been considering for a long time is why haven't they made a story about a sad broken heart princess for us older girls?? Ok hear me out! I'm all for Cinderella and Snow White, Rapunzel and even the Swan Princess–But imagine if there were a princess maybe even two. Who never got that fairy tale ending that was always promised to her?? What of she had to change plans or her decision at the last minute?? What if the prince she met was in love or betrothed to some other Princess?? What of she had to find her own happiness or pick a situation just out of convenience just to exist, so to speak??

Sounds dreadfully sad, but I think it could run out to be a beautiful story if written well ^_^.

Do you think I should write it?? Lol

But either way it's just a dream a thought right??


Plus Cinderella said it best,

"A Dream is a wish your heart makes. The Dream that you wish will come true."

And that particular wish is bound to become more true than any of the other wishes—or at least that's my understanding…

I'm still a Pri[ncess] who's wishing to become a Queen someday, after all =]...

Failure vs. Logic

This was sorta sad, but in another way it's the best Troll I've ever seen :D lol

May-Mae-Mei....Hey!

I dunno why but I'm especially excited for May to finally come. Maybe it's because I'm getting a little older and I'm working on getting my life together now ad for the future. But I feel really good and great about May being here. Can't wait for the Summer but that's a horse of a different story, oui oui?!


So to bring and ring in the new month I decided that I point out a few things about the website if you're confused and it looks cluttered or you're having a slow moment like we can have sometimes, and that's ok.


The Main page is where you will see a few of the blog posts, labels, popular posts, recent posts as well as TWO Navigational menus. First Navigation menu is in the upper right hand corner. I decided to put the Home, About Me and Guestbook in simple easy places we all could find and not have to sift through a decade's worth of crap to find. Trust me I know.

The Second Navigation menu is nestled right up under those awesome pictures. See the pole dancing bunny?? Yea right up under it you'll see Usako, FLH, Entertainment and Extras. The Usako menu you'll find Welcome, Ask Bunny and More Social Network pages. So it's basically covers what the About Me sections (yes there are two, the other shorter about me is at the very bottom of the page), Guestbook and Main Page won't give you. So please check that section out ok!

The FLH is an abbreviation of Favorites or Favs, Likes and Hobbies. Favs and Likes are not the same. Two different sections. Favs are basically things that are my favorites like books, movies, etc. While Likes are more based on things I like to do or find interesting to me. The Hobbies section basically is what it's name says, I talk about my favorite hobbies and the different things that I do to entertain myself lol. I decided to do this so that I don't have to go through the process of telling people. You know how you ask someone what do they like to do for fun, what's their hobbies, favorite food. LOOK I've cut all that out and you just have to go and look and we can move it along lol. So when I get some me-free-time I'll definitely get that together for you guys and let you know when it's finally up lol.


The Entertainment section, is meant for your entertainment purposes, especially if you got bored or if you came here and there's no new post or feel like you've wasted you're time. I don't want you to leave here unhappy lol. So you can go on over to the entertainment section and play a few games, watch some cartoons or participate in one of the polls. I hope you guys do check it out and enjoy yourselves. I may in the future add a few more things depending on how things goes.

The last but definitely not least, The Extra tab for now houses The Bunny Chat Room. You don't need to subscribe or create a username for Chatango. However if you do happen to have an account you can use it and chat with people. I want you guys to get to know each other and me too. So it's like a forum but with more interaction. I would like to come  up with some other interactive type things for you guys. Because you never know who you'll meet or get to know or create a network with. And to me that's very important and have a better chance of a good relationship than any of those you've had in school lol.



Lastly don't forget to subscribe. It's at the bottom of every post and at the bottom of the main page so there's no excuses. So you better subscribe ok lol. But in all seriousness it would mean a lot to me if you would subscribe. I would much prefer that move over the signing of the guestbook but that would be nice as well.


So I just wanted to throw that information out there for everybody in case anybody else was having a blondie moment.

Please keep on coming back to visit me and check out what's new. This is strictly for everybody's entertainment purposes only. If you want self help or politics or something crazy like that, you go google that shit ok ^_^.