Golden Horns!!

So in the midst of checking my email. I get my horoscope and for the past few days or so, it talked about my love life or my awesome job of which neither I do not possess. Well this one was something like a wake up call. However even though I agreed all the way, there was one thing that bothered me. Here's what it said:

It's very possible that you will want to take a step back today in order to take a closer look at your relationships. Your address book is full of names. Your phone rings off the hook. You receive tons of texts and emails every day. Yet isn't it funny that you feel alone? It's time to get rid of the superficial relationships and concentrate on those that really mean something to you.

Then I had to wonder does that mean I'm suppose to be alone or not have any type of relationship with people? I found that its best to keep to myself because I don't end up hurt or wondering if these people are going to stay in my life forever or at least for more than just every now and then. I've also found it especially hard to interact with people recently. It's like I reverted back to my old self and can't make out heads or tails if anything any more.

If I'm suppose to get rid of the superficial relationships and concentrate on those that mean the most me, what do I do when that leaves me with nothing??

It makes me wary of the future of my existence—very wary.



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